7twentyOne

11 Dec

oh friday,

its nice to see you again.

AP test = 57 points, disappointing but expected. frustrated as hell in AVID over chemistry work. Algebra 2 was a laugh though, i did every single problem wrong and just laughed with nikhil and manjeshni. spent lunch with francine and mrs.gebiel working on phase changes. chemistry welcomed me with the name “kiki”, and joel was so retarded the whole period. spanish 2 was funny, me and alana just watched mary be the cutest little monster in the world and asked kevin about homosexual activities and whatnot. english was boring, tests and i left my reading log at home but shes giving me until monday. home now, waiting for valerie to call and eating pizzzzza. dance gavin tonight at the boardwalk, not all that excited but im sure itll hit me when the time comes closer. finals next week, not excited. tonight is pretty much the last chance of fun until school gets out for winter break.

11 Dec

(via intoxicatedrats)

10 Dec

this morning the cat died,

and honestly it didnt bother me at all. i mean shes what, twenty? we all saw it coming, and just yesterday we debated whether or not to just get her put down. over all, i kind of laughed the situation off because, even me as the biggest cat lover ever, i understand she was just a cat. it didnt really hit me until my parents were burying her, every piece of dirt that fell made me think back to every day of my life that she was there. i grew up with this cat, and everyone knows she wasnt my favorite. i didnt feel any regret toward how i treated her, and i didnt think too much about how i might miss her later, i just thought of the simplest concept - time. sixteen years flew through my mind, and i just imagined all the ways things could have gone. i started crying, just thinking back to all the things ive been through in life, good, bad, important or not, i just thought about all the time ive spent a l i v e . im so tired of death, and whether its a family member i never knew, a teacher everyone loved, a friend who i just never appreciated until it was too late, or in this case a pet, i just hate that initial feeling, that ‘now what’ feeling. it kills me every single day of my life to not know what i want, or what i need. to not be able to be who i want to be because of what other people have done to me, to live uncertain of my own ways. my insecurities about my way of life have been weighing down on me so hard this past year. its a feeling i just cant shake. in this whole mess of time, time healing, time passing, etc. i just dont have time to deal with this, right now.

10 Dec

versas:

kittylitter:

.::Warped Tour 2010 Dates!::.
Jun 24 Cricket Amphitheatre - San Diego, CA
Jun 25 Pomona Fairplex - Pomona, CA
Jun 26 Shoreline Amphitheatre - Mountain View, CA
Jun 27 Seaside Park - Ventura, CA
Jun 29 Cricket Pavilion - Phoenix, AZ
Jun 30 N.M.S.U. Practice Field - Las Cruces, NM
Jul 01 AT&T Center - San Antonio, TX
Jul 02 The Showgrounds At Sam Houston Race Park - Houston, TX
Jul 03 Superpages.com Center - Dallas, TX
Jul 05 Verizon Wireless Amphitheater - St.Louis, MO
Jul 06 Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre - Indianapolis, IN
Jul 07 Post Gazette Pavilion - Burgettstown, PA
Jul 08 Time Warner Cable Amphitheatre - Cleveland, OH
Jul 09 Arrow Hall - Toronto, ON
Jul 10 Parc Jean Drapeau - Montreal, QC
Jul 11 Comcast Theater - Hartford, CT
Jul 13 Comcast Center - Mansfield, MA
Jul 14 Darien Lake P.A.C. - Darien Center, NY
Jul 15 Toyota Pavilion - Scranton, PA
Jul 16 Susquehanna Bank Center - Camden, NJ
Jul 17 Nassau Veterans Memorial Coliseum - Uniondale, NY
Jul 18 Monmouth Park Racetrack - Oceanport, NJ
Jul 20 Merriweather Post Pavilion - Columbia, MD
Jul 21 Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre - Virginia Beach, VA
Jul 22 Verizon Wireless Amphitheater - Charlotte, NC
Jul 23 Vinoy Park - Petersburg, FL
Jul 24 Cruzan Amphitheater - West Palm Beach, FL
Jul 25 Central Florida Fairgrounds - Orlando, FL
Jul 26 Lakewood Amphitheater - Atlanta, GA
Jul 28 Riverbend Music Center - Cincinnati, OH
Jul 29 Marcus Amphitheater - Milwaukee, WI
Jul 30 Comerica Park - Detroit, MI
Jul 31 First Midwest Bank Amphitheatre - Tinley Park, IL
Aug 01 Canterbury Park - Shakopee, MN
Aug 02 Sandstone Amphitheatre - Bonner Springs, KS
Aug 05 Race City Speedway - Calgary, AB
Aug 07 Utah State Fairgrounds - Salt Lake City, UT
Aug 08 Invesco Field - Denver, CO
Aug 11 Home Depot Center - Los Angeles, CA
Aug 12 Sleep Train Amphitheatre - Wheatland, CA
Aug 13 Idaho Center Amphitheatre - Nampa, ID
Aug 14 Gorge Amphitheater - George, WA
Aug 15 Washington County Fairgrounds - Hillsboro, OR

w/e i’m driving myself there next year so i can stay late

WTF i am so sick of august warped dates, what happened to the nice july in 2007?

09 Dec

“ i believe theres meaning, no i believe theres nothing

— i believe theres meaning, no i believe theres nothing

09 Dec

only british people

09 Dec

allweeverneeded:

ellefxckingyes:

mothandflame:

maxwild:

prostitutionisrevolution:

onceawhoreyourenothingmore:

wigger:

sinkthatship:pinklysmooth:lilyjeann:(via i-r-jordan)

lol

HAHAHAA

FUCKYES <3 I’VE WANTED SOMEONE TO REPOST THIS FOR SO LONG. :’)

Why am I laughing so hard?

oh my god i am fucking dying.

i can now die happy.

OH MY GOD.

09 Dec

allweeverneeded:

nick, please stop stealing mayday parade’s clothes.

IKR

09 Dec

(via fuckyeahdgd)

WHORES DONT TRIP.

hello, my name is jon fucking mess. i wrote the script on getting you out of that dress.

mmmm, i hope i see jon on friday, he always makes me smile the biggest at DGD shows, since you know will never waves back. OMG the other day i was talking to valerie and i was like, “the guy that was in dance gavin for a while” i completely forget jason’s name :( i miss his smiles and innocent laughs from embarrassment. i just miss my favorite boys more than anything! i miss kurt’s dancing and horrible jokes, will’s prada faces and calm stage presence, zac’s shoes and non matching pants, tim’s awkward mouse poses, and matt’s smiles and points from across the stage. i miss dancing to breathe carolina and screaming to emmure and making myself look dumb inbetween during sound check, finding small johnny and rating him hot or not, the best people are always DGD shows. i miss my second home, its been way too long :( wanthony, big lots, carls jr, and jonny loves grill here i comeeeee.

09 Dec

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

Plays: 49

such wintery music. its all ive been listening to lately. lydia, old boys night out, motion city soundtrack, the scene aesthetic, and all the acoustic versions of my favorite songs. this week has been draining. first of all, fuck you monday. worst day ive had in a long time, i couldnt even stop from the constant headache/tears, and why? because i basically failed at even coming close to my goal for school. id love to say im over exaggerating, but im not. all because of one class, its so frustrating. im going to try, and i mean TRY, for the rest of the year and hope that i can somehow even out this sloppy GPA of mine. you know, so i can be sure to get accepted to a college i really have no desire of going to. winter time is always when i day dream the most, and all that comes to mind now is myself in the future. i just sit in class and think about where i could be next year, two years later, etc. pretty pointless, theres a damn good chance i wont even make it to next year, i might not even make it to tomorrow. there was another death today, and even though i didnt know colonel norman, it brings me down a little bit to see people so torn apart. i think its impossible to see such pain in people you care about and not relate it to a time when you felt the same way, because everyone wants to try and figure out how others feel. a lot of the time i wish i couldnt feel, because if i couldnt feel then i would i go for everything. id break all the rules, and id sing my heart out, and id “make it”, because happiness is the only thing im really trying to achieve. im happy, but i cant help buy wonder how things could be if i were just a little different. i cant help but wonder if im not taking full advantage of the life ive been given.

09 Dec

versas:

fuckyeahslightlyamusing:

juliasegal:

andelope:

love it

Brilliant!!

Classic: Don’t read if you hate spoilers…

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